Leon’s Blog

Wow I can’t believe when today I have finally reach 17 today, time passing so fast. My happy mood begin when I receive a sms and testimonial from my best friend Eu Juin in the morning, he posted it at 12 sharp haha… thank you so much… I am even much happier when Teck Shyen gave me a present too, I was so curious with the present cause it is so small and had a shape of cigarettes… Lucky she passes it to me in the morning before having sport check almost every classes…pheww… My mood was ruined when a unworthy fren of mine came to me and want me to make things clear, I was so shocked when he came with a black face and a winning style… how you expect me to listen to him when he has that kind of attitude???

        There goes everything… I’m so called listening to his explanation…but I didn’t cause how you expect me to listen to him when he showing his black face and having winning mood… and he didn’t even admit such small mistake he had done… soon I got slightly pissed off with him because he is really ruining my day… I began to walk away still he follow me, soon we came to second floor "listening to him" and done finally I went off go look for someone comfortable to talk to available… I found Joanne and talk to her and even she agree with me he is too much, lucky she cheer me up slightly… I began to forget what he say and live on, after I reach my class…awww… few of my friend caught me up…hmm…I can hardly escape…well here comes the birthday song singing by almost whole of my classmate…wow I’m so touched but I got hit by so many friends…my back really hurts =S well once a year so I dun really mind…

        Finally the final bell of the school have rang and I’m so sleepy at the time, going out to school and can’t wait to open all my present =D On the way out, omg I receive an unexpected present from Mei San…hmmm…I receive it with a very happy mood and also curious what is it??? haha… soon I walk out and begin opening my present, Teck Shyen gave me a perfume wow…first time having perfume but its nice from France lo haha… Chun Xiong gave me a pen, which I already figure it out with the shape hahahaha G-2 EX… Mei San gave me a wallet and a cap…lolz she gave that to Brian too??? but they all beaten by my mom which she gave me a ‘Nautica’ watch… this is the best ever present I’ve receive for my birthday for now…haha…I wonder what surprise I get from two of my best friend Eu Juin and Joanne =) I’m waiting…hehehe

        Soon almost everyone went back and I went to the place which Brian is standing… suddenly I heard that Ravind talking about my blog…and I was so shocked why he know about it… I asked him about it and he said someone printed out my blog… I wonder who the person is…who is that big meanie?? =( I was so sad at that time and so confused what is actually happening??? sigh… Now I really hope I could get happier later cause I really dun want my birthday to be the worst in my lifetime… Lastly I’m hoping I won’t get caught to NS…sigh very scare especially today is my birthday… and I don’t want to wish that present from god leh…Please forgive me!!!! ahhhhh!!!

My second blog of the day, today I, Eu Juin and my mui mui were discussing about attitude of people. There were mainly 2 people that we discussing and I’ll divide them into person A and person B. A was my best friend few years ago, but A been changing lately especially after getting a post in perfects board.  A changing to a person that I don’t usually know and A is being too harsh on people. At first we were thinking that A treating love as game but actually after we do some analyzing, he is actually wanting to find a girl that would hurt that girl who rejected him. Is such disgrace when having a friend like that especially when I found out that A is going after B that I love the most. 

        Few weeks later, I’ve also found out that B begin to have feelings to A, I was so hurt that time when I knew this after all. I can’t believe such a boy would change his feelings so fast after hurting my mui mui and going after B the one I love. I’ve told myself not to trust rumors and patient waiting for truth until today my mui mui told me that B thinks that A was a perfect guy for her. My heart was badly wound like a sniper shot precisely to my heart. Tears flowing out my eyes and soon leaving the conversation between me, my mui mui and Eu Juin and running to my room. I know boys do not cry but this time I’m really seriously hurt crying lonely in my room wondering whether I’m the dumbest person on earth.

         I’ve been locking myself in the room for some time wondering is it worth it to sacrifices so much for love and whether true love do really exist in this world. Last time I do fell in love with someone and I step down after finding out 2 of my best friend are going after her. Will I do the same this time??? Or I will just leave it???  Why is this happening when my birthday is approaching??? Is the god punishing me??? Or the god is just playing a fool to me??? Right now, I’m SO lost, SO clueless, SO helpless and SO sad and angry… I’m being useless now, am I???

        To my mui mui, I know that you want A to change so badly but can you imagine that Eu Juin was his closest friend ever and couldn’t even change him… how would I? A is just like how you encounter B, both of them are stubborn and would not even consider our advise, is just like they totally shut the door off and not letting anyone go in. Anyway, I promise I will find a way and I will do it, just give me some time. If A is reading this blog, please look at how my mui mui is treating you… you’ve been hurting her and still she is trying to help you, I can’t believe that you don’t even appreciate her and going after the girl I like.

        To Eu Juin, I’m so sorry I left the conversation out of sudden, but I can tell you that I really can’t stand it jor… I can’t even control my tears flowing out my eyes… sigh =S Anyway I really hope that you and Joanne could have some answer soon. Heh… after reading this blog I bet you will feel I’m so useless right… well I also feel that way and couldn’t find anything to help myself. Guess I’m really useless and helpless after all… 

My birthday is on this Wednesday but I celebrate it earlier which is yesterday. In the afternoon, I went to Italiano restaurant to meet the boss but he was late (I hate late people) =( Soon, we met and begin to discuss what he can offer for my birthday party during evening. So I began to scratch my head to figure out what should I order for the dinner, took me 15 minutes to get to the final decision. So I choose 6 choices of soup, 1 Hawaiian Delight (pizza with pineapple, chicken and cheese topping), 1 Daviora (pizza with beef pepperoni), 2 Al’ Carbanala (seafood spaghetti) and 3 portion of the famous Italian dessert Tiramisu. He start of with the price RM180 with sponsor beverages and no service charges, but I told him can he make RM170 for me…and he agree. wow how nice is he???

       I went back after making a reservation in that restaurant, on the way I reach back I met one of my neighbor. She is like my grandmother, she told me that she fell down from the staircase and I was so shocked to hear that. She is having pain in her shoulder and she is going for a checkup real soon. Well I really hope she gets better soon and nothing happen to her, so worry of her now =S After I reach home, I slept ahaha to be fully prepared for the FIFA world cup final…

        At 5p.m. I woke up and get prepared myself (having hard time choosing what to wear for the dinner =S).  I’ve wanted to invite all my best frenz  Eu Juin, Mei San, Yan Xia, Chun Xiong, Clement, Joanne and Teck Shyen but then I’m so sad after having trouble to contact San San and receive news that my mui mui mummy don’t allow her to come =( haizzz… At 6p.m. I reach there first, no one was there and I carried my sad emotions to the restaurant, I even feel much more sad when none of them are punctual =( After 15 minutes, finally Clement have arrive and guess what??? He was waiting outside hahaha he don’t even take a look inside the restaurant. Soon I went to invite him in…ish VIP meh??? Need to invite him somemore=P Then he asked me who is coming and it reminds me again that I missing two VIP =( but I still put a smile on my face and explaining everything to him. At 6.30p.m. Joanne arrive, things start to heat up and I began to forget the sad memories. We started chatting about someone and her hahaha cannot tell the name >.< so interesting lo… then about 7 finally the 3 ’siu jeh’ have reach, hahaha =p which is chun xiong, eu juin and teck shyen, can’t blame them la, they buy cake for me =D

        We began chatting while the food is served, eating and chatting like mad, laughing like crazy especially when eu juin start to do the ‘dai dong zhok’ and ’sai dong zhok’ ahahaha we just can’t stop laughing, he should become an actor la next time he grow older =P Soon we came up a conversation about xxx, haiz I treated xxx one of my best fren until now I decided to strip xxx from my best frenz list, so to all people, I hereby announce that xxx no longer my fren anymore after xxx did so many bad and unexpected things. After finishing all the dishes, the dessert finally arrive, the famous Italian Tiramisu (much better than my mui mui cake hor=P kakakaka)Everyone seems to enjoy it and I’m so happy that I order the right food hahaha…I’m so worry you guys don’t like the food there lo. Lastly, they served my birthday cake (American chocolate cake) wow its really beautiful looking and it is so delicious…. thank you guys!!!! I still don’t understand one thing… why after blow cake must use mouth to take the candle out??? yerrr  so bad la… want to kenakan me =(

        Around 9, that clement keep begging me to go to my house…hahaha kesian him… he want to play the third age on my ps2…hai yo… tak sabar la dia. After reaching my house, wah immediately everyone got job to do, chun xiong and clement playing my ps2, eu juin online chatting while me and Joanne chatting in my room wahahaha (I can’t believe chun xiong use a man in smackdown losing to a girl.. haiz pai seh ahaha=P) Soon, here is the sad part…having hard time to saying goodbye to my best frenz one and another… I wish they could stay longer=( but haiz next day got school and even world up in 2a.m. Soon everyone went back and I suddenly felt so lonely again, but I’m very happy yesterday that you guys can make it to my party and I have a lot of fun. Hope you guys really enjoy the food there and have great time too… Really miss you guys…hope can have this day one more time… Thankx for coming…

        Oh god, I think everyone going to come after me reading this blog… especially my mui mui =P gosh didn’t know you so updated lo mui mui… I just uploaded my photo yesterday you immediately go see liao wah…so ‘gan jiong’ about me ar???=P Seriously la, let me try your cake and I try to give the best comment to the whole world ya??? let me try whether is it better than tiramisu or not??? O.o wahahahaha… I’m the most EVIL birthday boy in Malaysia =P wakakakakaka

Today is the most frustrating day in my life… Although I promise myself not to get involve with the prefects problems yet I still care…why??? I really need some help here… I guess I still have some feelings towards the prefect board =S This morning we have an unexpected sport check to all students because teacher having meeting for the first period..awww I miss PE period…sigh… Most of my juniors ‘berkobar-kobar’ to check the students physical, and even me catching a few… but we all look soo dejected when after we caught the student… xxx let them back by saying they have no problem… I am absolutely curious with the xxx decision by letting those student back…

    Soon, I caught feel of them which is so obvious looking physical problems and bring them to ask a few discipline AJKs, they insist the students should be caught up front but they say that xxx let them go so we have no choice lo… I get so furious and angry, brought the students to xxx to question xxx why xxx let them go… xxx say that the students have no problems at all… I hit back him that all discipline AJKs were saying those students have very long hair and xxx say is not…  because he have more power than me, I have no choice but to bring those students to the discipline teacher.. and even the discipline teacher insist that the students have long hair…well i bet xxx in deep trouble now… so problem solved.

    After a few minutes, the discipline teacher gave us instruction to pull out students whose hair touches the collar at the back of the uniform… so i gave instruction to my juniors to catch those students with this type of problems out… and here goes again my frustration… they are complaining to me that xxx let them go and they are fed up with it calling those students up and down… In the end I got fed up to and neglecting as much things that happen in front of my own eyes. Soon I don’t even care about taking action and get off my duties and join my class for one period of PE lesson. Well I guess the problems like this keep occurring is the main problems of the juniors having low spirit in doing their job as prefects. If this keep happening there goes ‘the fall of the long build palace’.

    During recess time…gosh more things happening making my mind spinning out to no where. I found out that one of the prefect asking student to buy doughnut for her and bring up to her class. I get so mad and immediately hand the doughnut to the KK who in charge of his junior and ask him to warn her and throw the doughnut away…well that’s the only solution, please dun mind me of being to harsh. Another problem was students getting into their line extremely slow, I got there and help my juniors to get all form 3 students into their line.. all form 3 students finally lined up and woah form 4 students really shocked me… none of them is in their line, gathering behind talking… wtf is happening to those prefects handling form 4??? I’m collecting more anger, shouting to those form 4 students and insist them to line up..thank god Miss Thean appear and help to shout up there too… what a slight relief…I really dunno how to solve this big mess, can anyone help me out??? or maybe I should just leave it like that and let it rot? I can see the main problem is also because of xxx attitude, but still not sure about it…

    Another stupid problems that shouldn’t occured.. which is one of our KK (yyy) went to spot check a class… yyy ask his juniors to wait for him in the LP to have a small group discussion.. well he can have that, but… his leaving out his juniors there waiting for 10 minutes and still he is not back from spot check… how can yyy do this silly stupid mistake =S making us ‘malu betul’ so in the end thank god hou ren is here… poor the juniors, he ask them to go back to class.. well I hope immediate action will be taken on him…

    Lastly… gosh this the worst, me and chun xiong always go back to class together.. and we always saw A with B always together dating in the LP…=S so disgusting they shouldn’t be doing it in school… A is a prefect and he didn’t finish his duty by not ‘jaga’ the class for 5 minutes, he came down earlier than that and always showing his power that he caught B… both of them is so disgusting..holding hands in school =S talking eye to eye ewww… should action taken on them??? I report this to Joanne before seems that she is mad and insist A will get a letter of warning and will get sacked soon… but me and chun xiong was very furious that no action were taken, and we went to xxx to report about this… even worst…xxx doesn’t even care about that problem =s whats up with xxx… I’m SO mad, SO frustrating and SO furious about whats happening… I’m actually having headache now… can any help give me some advise??? awww… I’m really sick… how can I ignore prefects problems?? i really need to know the way =S

On Thursday and Friday it was my pak yeh funeral, I hope his is very happy that a lot of his relatives and frenz turn up during his funeral… even much more than my um sok po funeral.. I didn’t reach there in time because my uncle who just came back form Taiwan followed us… so we got to wait for him, thats why we are late for the funeral.. We reach there about 12a.m. and they were burning the ‘house’, ‘car’, and ‘money’ for him, didn’t get to watch that aiyaya.. we were there for half and hour only then me and my relatives go eat famous kuey teow for supper… yum yum… then slept at 2 a.m. lo.. and next day ust wake up at 7.30a.m. =S so blur that time… Soon we get ready then went to Padang Ringkas where my pak yeh house is… guess what??? it rain!!! my god… so muddy.. got my jeans all full of mud >.< Soon we all pray together with our others relatives with traditional way about 1 hour.. then we leave together to the cemetry.. manual style lo.. the workers carry the coffin and we follow on behind… my father lead the way ish bangganye.. because he is nephew in law??

        After 10 minutes walk, we finally reach the cemetry, there goes his funeral, burried underneath the graveyard facing the temple in the top of the mountain.. no one cry wor.. thats very weird lo.. I guess everyone prepared for it aldi.. after that we went back to his house for lunch.. free lunch!! hang out there a little while and we went back about 4p.m. to have a bath so we can go out eat the famous cendol there.. we reach there about 5p.m. but i think the shop close jor haizz cannot eat the famous cendol there aiyaya then we went to have early dinner.. i dun mind, it suits the old people which is my grandpa and grandma la.. dunno why they like to eat so early >.< After we eat dinner we went around Taiping lake garden.. wah i haven’t been here about 4-6 years lo.. change a lot liao.. so nice scenary.. i love that place.. took a few pictures there.. you guys can see it in my friendster photo uploaded there.. then there are four pairs of couple walking together ^.^ how romantic wish i can bring one here.. =p as if i can la hahaha.. my grandpa and grandma took the lead they walk so fast >.< follow by my eldest uncle and aunt, then my second uncle and aunt infront of us, aunt who still single walking with us one bunch of boyzz and two girls… hope she will get one soon and lastly my mother and father behind us…haha.. really romantic lo.. is nice to think back those time we are still small.. my young cousin running around like monkeys and hey he acts like a monkey too to make us laugh haha so cute… then me and my other cousin chat about those time we were small.. i still remember we were so curious about those weird sound coming around the lake.. we thought it is dinosaur or monster around..haha what to do last time we were still young ma.. but it is actually sound from the zoo next to the lake garden.. there were a lot of wacky jokes too from those uncle and us haha..

        Soon about 7.30p.m. we left the garden to the market.. bought a box of pau there.. all sapu by us haha.. its nice lo famous also.. we prepare it for the world cup that night..haha what to do world cup fever lo.. waiting for the first match germany against costa rica.. everyone starting to bet for the match.. that was fun too.. haha.. we watch that till 2a.m. in the morning, already two night lack of sleep aldi, i got panda eyes somemore aiyaya… my cousin still want to watch the other match untill 5.30a.m. i was like what the hell!!! haha but then we didn’t cause too tired jor…

        The next day which was today early in the morning we got to wake up, called by our grandparents haha cause we sleeping in the living room ma… its cooling there.. I feel kinda sad cause need to go back already ma.. really miss my hometown lo.. so many foods to eat.. lovely place to visit.. and is a best place for all the relatives to reunite haha… I really miss my cousin =( hope we can have a party again for next week father’s day like we did for mother’s day.. hope sweet home!!! i wonder when can come back here again.. hmmm…. Anyway i really want to thank to eu juin and my mui mui who give me support and advise so i won’t feel sad.. thankx guys!!!

This morning after I came back from badminton training…i receive a call from my aunt and she said my pak yeh has passed away this morning at 3a.m. haizz I’m so sad another of my love one left the world… one month ago it was my um sok poh who passes away dued to liver cancel and now is my pak yeh, few days ago i’ve visited him, his eyes keep looking up, so couldn’t even recognise us how sad… then after that day he was under comma… haizz got prepared with it that his going to pass away anytime from that day… I’m glad he was lucky… the doctor actually say that he can survive for only 6 months after the medical check up last year dued to liver cancel… he survive for 8 months!!! how sad… another of my loved one had left the world… if there is god up there… why are you sooo unfair… taking every of my loved one away from this world… haizz… now i always tell myself is not god who decide, is fate… everything also fate… no one can fight against fate… =( I dunno what to do now… SO depressed, SO sad, SO lost SO frustrated… anyone can help me??? haizz I think i need some love power to help me… sigh another sad day

We move out from Mutiara Damansara, we cut short the distance a lot by using a longer way but still we are stuck in the traffic jam… we are still wondering whats happening at 10p.m. Ater one hour we reach about 10 cars behind the LDP toll and receive a call from my auntie… she was also stuck in the jam from 9-11p.m. So we ask her what happen and she said two car crash on top of the bridge and fall from the middle of the bridge to the divider down the bridge… it was really terrible… Meantime i couldn’t stand was rushing where is the toilet???hahaha.. since the cars not moving at all i decided to go over the next road to reach the toilet at LDP toll…

        After I came out from the toilet i call my father and still the car not moving so i decided to walk to the bridge and see whats really happening since my aunt is near there… After i reach the bridge didn’t manage to see the two cars which fell down from the top bridge… I ask the people around there… and they say the cars had been toll away, their story is same what my aunt told me… I saw 2 bodies covered with black plastic on the right lane which is the lane from Menjalara to LDP toll, and one body on the left lane which is from the LDP toll to BSD… it was extremely ugly… there is so much blood spill on the left lane.. eww i was so scared and quickly moved out form the accident place… and i saw few car tyres on the floor… This is the worst accident i’ve ever encounter aww.. soon i was waiting for my aunt since she is infront haha.. so i followed her car after she was released from the traffic jam… i reach home at 12p.m. took a bath still my parents not back yet… they are back about 12.30p.m.

       This morning I saw the newspaper and the 3 bodies is all indian… how sad… and even the divider in the middle of the bridge is gone too.. there are just cone around the divider in the middle of the bridge… well send my condolense to them… pity la…sigh… Actually this accident is cause by two cars racing then crash… 3 indian fly out from the car…

On 3rd June 2006, Saturday at 11.00a.m. me and my family are off to Malacca. On the way to Malacca we are stuck in the traffic jam near Nilai… We jam all the way to Seremban, gladly after that there is no more traffic jam… We reach Malacca about 2.30p.m. stupid traffic jam…Is been 10 years I’ve not been to Malacca..wow there is so much changes.. mostly of the street had been turn to one way street so we kinda get lost in the town… took us one hour turning here and there finally found Jonker Walk… We park our car opposite the Jetty… wow Jonker Walk is crowded with so many people… We walk all the way to a Baba Nyonya Restaurant…Although Nyonya food kinda a bit weird but hey is nice.. Soon we continue our journey to our resort "Shah’s Beach Resort"

       After 30 minutes drive, we finally reach Shah’s Beach Resort… Is not really nice resort…just chalet style loo…nothing much there also =( At 6.30p.m. we left the resort and look for the famous Portugis Restaurant… ‘Thanks’ to my father, took us 1 and a half hours to reach that place… why is he so "degil" untill he dun ask people for direction… haizz.. finally we’ve reach the Portugis restaurant after a few circle around the town… Portugis food is actually very nice… although its kinda spicy… I luv spicy food hahaha… hmm i wonder i can try out all the food around the world??? One of my dreams hehe… after eating its 11.30p.m. lolz heading back to the resort… I took nap while in the car after i woke up i realise that we haven’t even reach the resort i was wondering why????? My father got lost again… gosh now i have to do the navigating again awww… so tiring… after 1 hour finally reach to the resort…

        At 6.30a.m. my father phone alarm rang great i only manage to sleep 6 hours…aww =S While i was half asleep I heard loud noise from outside… very heavy wind and the wave of sound is louder than I’ve heard before… Great i screamt waking up my mom and dad… I was so scare that time looking outside the chalet… the heavy wind curls all the coconut tree there… i was wondering is it Tsunami??? My god I almost scare to death.. soon me and my father walk out to see whats happening… The wave is larger than before so we are a little worried now… lucky it starts to rain… phew its just heavy rain… No Tsunami hahaha….overexaggerating O.o

        At 10a.m. we check out the resort and went to kota A’ famosa, nothing much have change there except there are 5 museum that we didn’t notice there 10 years ago… Well we went to St. Paul ruin church up the hill and met a great Portugese singer… wow… he has a great voice.. he sang ‘Is A Wonderful Life’, a portugese song and a hokkien song… while he know so many languages.. there are also one group of singapore students there…haha… I met some of them and they are great frenz.. they are nice… Soon we visit the five museum that we miss 10 years ago… Actually I already know that all in the history book of malaysia… But the five museum proof that some of the Malaysia history facts are wrong… example not the middle east people spread Islamic relegion in our country but actually is the Chinese-Muslim from China who spread Islamic relegion to our country… I wonder anyone can sue the ministry of education…hahaha

        After spending 3 hours in this five museum, we are off to see Bukit Cina, Its a hill full of graveyard of lost soldiers… hmm lucky they going to preserve them and make it more attracting coming soon… then we off to Port Dickson to have our dinner… guess what??? we are stuck in traffic jam again sigh… We depart at 3.30p.m. and reach Port Dickson about 7p.m. after the long traffic jam… well that place is like Malacca too.. A lot of changes after 10 years.. Soon we ate a new restaurant near the seaside… we manage to see the sunset there.. wow is really beautiful, soooo romantic, i wish i could bring someone i love to there hahaha… maybe 5 years later la hahaha..

        About 9.30p.m. we are on the way back to KL… gosh traffic jam again… can the government provide extra lane there??? according to my father there everyday also got traffic jam de all the way to Sungai Besi, we went out to Nilai and head for the exchange road at KLIA.. After KLIA I saw 10 airplanes in just 7minutes… wow whats wrong with everyone??? traveling like mad and coming back last minute for work on monday??? haha this is weird!!! After a long trip finally reach one utama, up the bridge its so jam i wonder whats happening so we went to TTDI way cut through to Mutiara Damansara… To Be Continued

Gosh finally one week of exam period have pass, BM was okay, English was confusing, maths was stupid and add maths is killing people!!! arrrh Today i had my add maths exam…wow unbelievable I can’t solve mostly of the question =( especially for paper 2 aiyayaya…. about 50 marks gone there… The worst thing is when teacher wrote the wrong timing for us… We are taking our own sweet time doing our test… untill it reach 10.25 the teacher call time out…and we are like what the??? :S the board written there untill 10.55.. stupid teacher who wrote the wrong time for us… make untill we have no time to check our paper… sigh… sooo sad… how can the teacher make this type of mistake??? gosh!!!

    During recess time i can’t even take my sweet time to eat…rushing back to class after a quick break to revise… sobzzz…now so hungry… The paper 1 was alright but still i left 3 blank… aiyayaya i think my add maths got 70% to fail liao…no more chance to pass… Lucky got another one week to study physic or not another subject that i’m going to fail!!! one hardcore subject have gone now 2 left =) which is chem and physic…have to study and study and study again…gosh i need break!!! lucky i dropped bio or not the result will be even worst… sooooo tired now…dunno what to write aldi….going to sleep now(my favourite passtime) =P kakakaka   

Yet another unlucky day…in this morning i woke up early for the first time and felt that i should go school early… I did but it all began when my father can’t find his car key…. we look for it together and finally after 7 minutes we found it in the drawer…who so stupid go put there… ish must me my maid!!! Then we left home at 6.55a.m. unfortunenaly when we go down LDP it started to jam from middle way of going down from BSD… waited 20 minutes finally reach the traffic light…

    After the traffic light we turn left usually and ROAD BLOCK arhhh….and i have my exam in 20minutes time…. we didn’t manage to U-turn cause to many cars speeding through… then got to go the longer way… After we came out from BP station it jam again…sigh… not even moving then we decided to turn back and use the other way…. omg everyway is jam…aiyayaya then i look at my watch is 7.32a.m.!!! shyt no choice got to turn back to BP station and i ran from there with Aaron till school…soo tiring… reach school at 7.40a.m. and we saw jess and i was like what the…exam haven’t start ke???? :S

    I took slip lewat then go back class and phew the exam starts at 8.05a.m. aiyayaya run so long for nothing how sad =( soon i began doing my paper with frustrated and tiring mood… guess what i can’t think of anything…like something blocking my mind then especially the novel part.. the teacher asking me to write more and i didn’t… i went to toilet wash my face and hey it works i continue write what i know…. :S haihzzz soooooooooo tiring and very unlucky again…. why am I so unlucky??? yuckzz