Leon’s Blog

Hungry ghost period has begun and so do my bad luck too, I bet I’m going to have bad luck until this ghost period is over. I’ve not been sleeping well for this period until I begun to sms with someone again which makes me feel better. Sigh…I wonder what is happening to me, missing someone too much?? Yet examination really put a lot of pressure on me, although I’ve started to study, still I having hard time with few subjects especially chemistry and physics.

        Meanwhile, I was wondering whether more trust worthy friend
can be found on this world. So far I’ve only met four which is Eu Juin, Joanne,
Chun Xiong, and Teck Shyen, others is like totally couldn’t trust them at all
and some of them even worst, especially one of my best friend had drop out of
my list and became enemy each other. Hey, although you guys are the one who I
trusted the most, I really hope that you guys remain as one while not taking
the opportunity lying to me or betray me and stuff, sigh…I really worry that it
will happen. (Man I’m thinking too far off)

        Finally…I’ve starting to forget about prefect stuff, thanks
to all my friends who advise me. No more worry on prefect although is like ‘the
fall of the palace’ yet I finally learn to forget it. Phew…Past few days I’m
not really feeling well, dunno what is happening to me? Ahhhh…my ‘semangat’ so
low all the days, felt depressed, stress, tiring, having headache and white hair
starting to grow again. What is happening to me?

       As the exam had started, did very badly for English as we
don’t have enough time to finish up the whole paper (one comprehension, one
summary and one continuous writing) some even only wrote two paragraph for
continuous writing. As for history, I didn’t study much, left everything blank
except for the essay about Malayan Union. Luckily, I did well in my additional mathematic,
all my hard work finally paid off in add math, but 3 probability question came
out and I didn’t touch the chapter at all haha 12 marks wasted just like that.
Today I had my moral exam, unexpected it was easy haha I manage to finish the
two essays in just 20 minutes out of 1 hour and 15 minutes, no doubt moral is
my favorite subject haha

        Yet, I’m having bad time today, again I felt depressed,
dejected and sad. Although today was my mother hoping I had a fun time today
but I could not. I force myself smiling and laughing while celebrating my
mother birthday, as my sister show a black face doesn’t want to sing song and
stuff. What is happening to her? Seems she is turning to my old self when I was
standard 5 and 6. Thats why I’m seeking for a very very nice sister as I had found one now rite mui mui? ^.^ Although I’m feeling extremely bad, yet is my mother birthday
fought hard to fix the situation as I lead the birthday song making lot of
jokes to make my mother happy. As I couldn’t take it anymore, I quickly finish
up the ice-cream coffee cake and gave the present that bought and share with my
father, is a perfume promoted by Jennifer Lopez and it cost RM300++ as I have to pay
half sigh…I ‘pokai’ liao went up and lock myself in my room again. I always do
that when I’m sad, hope my mother had a great time today, may all her wishes
come true…

        I really want to thank those people who supported me till this moment, thanks Eu Juin, Tzun Xiong, Jo Jo, my mui mui and san san. Without you all I will not have today and being strong all the time. Sigh…when can I end this miserable moment??? After my good luck had come back??? or other thing???

This entry was posted on Tuesday, August 8th, 2006 at 7:26 am and is filed under Uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.