I’m lost

Yesterday in the evening I began to be happy again, I was on the phone with Eu Juin and one of my neighbor came to my house unexpected. They were just like my grandparents, the woman is 72 and the man is 75. I’m so glad that auntie have recover from a injury on her shoulder. She brought me some sandwiches with 3 flavor and a potato egg salad (trying to learn how to do). It was made by her husband who will come back 3 weeks later after his operation on his eye but he purposely came back for my birthday and made me 3 different flavor of sandwiches and a potato egg salad and a coffee cake. I’m so touched and went to visit them at night.

        My heart even touched when I receive unexpected call from one of my ex-senior. It was Lei Kuan, she called me yesterday and I was so touched meanwhile stunned and dunno what to say to her. I hereby thank you so much for giving a call, no need present also nevermind, I will treat this call as my present lo…

        My heart feeling much better when I finally clear out those misunderstanding things with my ex-best fren. I accepted back him as friend but I still hope that he will change his attitude towards friends and begin to appreciate them instead. I also sms my mui mui clearing out another misunderstanding case, she seems alright so I hope she would get better with him. Today, I went to Joanne and talk about another misunderstanding. I told her to give him a chance to change himself and lucky she agrees…phew… Everything had done and I hope he will be happy again, wow I’m helping others but couldn’t really help myself. I pass the whole day school with mostly a depressed emotions. Although I really have fun with the first two period of PE by beating 5A class 3-1 in soccer, I’m not in good form today, only can assist people but can’t score how sad… In the end I became ‘Lampard’ missing every shot haha… soon there were no teacher for our English period, spending time talking about the soccer match… I was so shocked that my friend Jeremy went back home third period, he said he just come for the soccer match and off he went home hahaha =.=;;

        During maths period, Pn. Jeyanthi, our history teacher came to find my friend Christina to talk about what happen during the report card day. Her father misunderstood her and told the headmaster who came to find her dad during report card day about why everyone is failing history?? He even complain to the headmaster by misunderstanding her daughter that the teacher have no quality in teaching history. Soon, Christina gave a better explanation but the headmaster misunderstood about her that the teacher gave us exact tips last year thats why everyone pass history. But then it was all wrong, news about our history teacher spreading around the whole school. Pn. Asmah, our head of history department ask for a report from our history teacher what is happening. Christina was so upset about it, but I tried to comfort her and even advise her to talk to Pn. Asmah about the truth. I also told her that thats the only thing that we can do for now. Hope I gave her the right solutions.

        Besides this, I had my own problems too and was not solved. Maybe because I’m procrastinating it, or something else??? Although I’m sleepy but I really want to get things going, after the final school bell, I thought of solving this problems too but I couldn’t get her in time as she went off earlier. I regretted by not packing my things up in time by missing this lovely opportunity or maybe this is fate…sigh… I didn’t manage to clear the one and only last misunderstanding case… I wonder when can I solved this case??? =S Everytime I delay this, the more I feel hurt sigh…especially that one day I heard that she was crying and I was very very worry about it…wondering whats happening, if I had the chance I promise will make her happy always and never be sad or angry… haiz..when can I end all this???

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