Leon’s Blog

Deepavali pass, Hari Raya too, including Christmas and New Year 2007 and now Chinese New Year period had begun. I really had much fun during the first two days of CNY, wearing new cloths visiting every relatives. It is very sad that my ‘Pak Gong (grandfather’s elder brother) and my ‘Um Sok Po’ (grandfather’s fifth sister) is not in this world. Well I certainly pray for them to have a great CNY celebration in the heaven.

        Receiving warning from my parents that I won’t have a great year in this year, yet I didn’t listen to them. I gamble and gamble and gamble, losing huge amount of money. Yet is fantastic experience, the most memorable game ever excluded me because I scared to gamble at away places. 11 players (all my relatives) gambling smoothly until the last game, my uncle betting for the first time with RM10 with extra one player which unbalance the whole game, almost everyone putting the maximum bet which is RM5. My outer auntie was sweating and scared that she will lose everything, soon my another uncle yelling "if banker get a black jack, everyone goes KO." Soon the cards are all deliver out to every players in the tables, when the banker shows an Ace, everyone on the table stunned and scared to death already staring at my outer auntie cards. A lot of them began to sweat, soon my auntie slowly sliding off the Ace, man look at  everyone impression, all pale looking face, and jackpot man, my aunt got a king. And it makes black jack and everyone got to pay double. Everyone starting blaming my uncle for coming the wrong time, well not his fault too, he lost RM20 in the first match and the last match lol.. My auntie was the happiest winning more than RM70 that match itself.

        On that day itself, we watch Apacalyto and Grudge 2 (man why CNY must watch ghost movie =.=). Around 11p.m. (yea is at night), we start the grudge 2, everyone armed with a pillow except my second youngest cousin hiding behind me. That movie was freaking scary till the adults too closing their eyes, and great in the middle of the show, my uncle just exploded anthrax everywhere. Damn. Once the movie finish everyone was shivering that includes me too. I was having a really bad nightmare on that day itself took 2 hours to calm down to sleep. One of my cousin appear not to sleep at all.

          The next morning my other eldest uncle’s family got to move to Tapah, well thats the tradition of CNY. First day of CNY will be celebrating with father’s side and second day of CNY will be celebrating with mother’s side. I began to feel bored without my closest cousin around. Yet, it became worst when someone was not usual to herself for few days. I suspecting it and keeping it until today I couldn’t stand it and ending up asking her whats happening. I receive a bad bad news that makes me so sad, well I don’t think I want to explain the whole thing here, anyway I got home to KL and I felt more sad. It started to rain and I’ve decided to go out to release sadness, I went to the hill walking under the rain screaming against the air and I almost slip down to the hill. That was a scary experience, I thought I couldn’t control it, would end up heavily injured but I was lucky to survive that. sigh.. I’ve been always thinking most of my close fren said that I’m nice and potential, will get a nice mate easily. But twice, is twice already that i fall to those sadness. sigh.. I really dun want this to happen anymore.. Who can help me?? guess no one can understand my feelings sigh…

The day that I’ve been waiting have finally come, my maid got kicked back to Philippines haha…thats great news after wasting our time teaching her do a lot of things and she so noob by not understanding us… Of cause is an accuse, she even argue with us and always think that she is 100% perfect (hey it remind me of someone that I forget) Even on Wednesday just before the day she is leaving, brought her to clinic to see doctor because she had injured her leg, the nurse told her that the medicine must be eaten after food, but she insist that the nurse say eat the medicine before food. So on Thursday is the day she is leaving to Philippines, my mom is on lift and asking the maid whether want to follow her to the clinic again to ask the nurse whether need to be eaten after or before food? She feel scared and admit she was wrong wahahaha…Noob maid…

       After she left, me and my family got to plan our jobs again, great I had to cook, wash plates, sweep and mop the floor. On Thursday night was the beginning of my job, I’ve got to cook ahhhhh… I have not been holding the kitchen equipment since the day without my maid last year haha… Lucky my mother is there to assist me phew…I cooked fried fish, curry chicken, and fried vege hehe… Must start with the simple first then only go for those extremely delicious food lolz…

        On Friday it was a nightmare, after I came back from school, I went out for lunch at Lian Pang restaurant. After I ate my lunch, I walk back home and on the way I heard footstep sound back of me, I didn’t look back and thinking it is normal people walking…After 1 minute, I still hear those footstep sound yet I didn’t look back and speed up, soon the footstep sound became louder and faster. I was scared and don’t dare to look at my back, soon I reach the staircase, I walk normally, after I walk up I sprint to the left up of the hills and look down. There was a Malay guy walking to the staircase haha… he dam noob, he look lost dang he is really following me, he look to the right then to the left and I’m hiding up the hills, phew…thank goodness, soon I saw him calling and a white kancil came to fetch him away by the staircase. Its obvious that he is following me and thank goodness I lost him just in time… well what to do I’m much smarted then him haha who ask him is a Malay wahahaha…Next time I go out, I better remember to bring a long my baseball bet haha…

Hungry ghost period has begun and so do my bad luck too, I bet I’m going to have bad luck until this ghost period is over. I’ve not been sleeping well for this period until I begun to sms with someone again which makes me feel better. Sigh…I wonder what is happening to me, missing someone too much?? Yet examination really put a lot of pressure on me, although I’ve started to study, still I having hard time with few subjects especially chemistry and physics.

        Meanwhile, I was wondering whether more trust worthy friend
can be found on this world. So far I’ve only met four which is Eu Juin, Joanne,
Chun Xiong, and Teck Shyen, others is like totally couldn’t trust them at all
and some of them even worst, especially one of my best friend had drop out of
my list and became enemy each other. Hey, although you guys are the one who I
trusted the most, I really hope that you guys remain as one while not taking
the opportunity lying to me or betray me and stuff, sigh…I really worry that it
will happen. (Man I’m thinking too far off)

        Finally…I’ve starting to forget about prefect stuff, thanks
to all my friends who advise me. No more worry on prefect although is like ‘the
fall of the palace’ yet I finally learn to forget it. Phew…Past few days I’m
not really feeling well, dunno what is happening to me? Ahhhh…my ‘semangat’ so
low all the days, felt depressed, stress, tiring, having headache and white hair
starting to grow again. What is happening to me?

       As the exam had started, did very badly for English as we
don’t have enough time to finish up the whole paper (one comprehension, one
summary and one continuous writing) some even only wrote two paragraph for
continuous writing. As for history, I didn’t study much, left everything blank
except for the essay about Malayan Union. Luckily, I did well in my additional mathematic,
all my hard work finally paid off in add math, but 3 probability question came
out and I didn’t touch the chapter at all haha 12 marks wasted just like that.
Today I had my moral exam, unexpected it was easy haha I manage to finish the
two essays in just 20 minutes out of 1 hour and 15 minutes, no doubt moral is
my favorite subject haha

        Yet, I’m having bad time today, again I felt depressed,
dejected and sad. Although today was my mother hoping I had a fun time today
but I could not. I force myself smiling and laughing while celebrating my
mother birthday, as my sister show a black face doesn’t want to sing song and
stuff. What is happening to her? Seems she is turning to my old self when I was
standard 5 and 6. Thats why I’m seeking for a very very nice sister as I had found one now rite mui mui? ^.^ Although I’m feeling extremely bad, yet is my mother birthday
fought hard to fix the situation as I lead the birthday song making lot of
jokes to make my mother happy. As I couldn’t take it anymore, I quickly finish
up the ice-cream coffee cake and gave the present that bought and share with my
father, is a perfume promoted by Jennifer Lopez and it cost RM300++ as I have to pay
half sigh…I ‘pokai’ liao went up and lock myself in my room again. I always do
that when I’m sad, hope my mother had a great time today, may all her wishes
come true…

        I really want to thank those people who supported me till this moment, thanks Eu Juin, Tzun Xiong, Jo Jo, my mui mui and san san. Without you all I will not have today and being strong all the time. Sigh…when can I end this miserable moment??? After my good luck had come back??? or other thing???

I finally retired from the prefect board, have mixed emotions. I’m really happy that I finally retired and can really spend time with all my frenz now. I’m really sad to leave my beloved juniors especially Weng Chuen, Elysia, Kel Jian, Shao Shen, Zienming, Yen Sin and Kok Hou. Really really miss you guys sobzzz… :’-( Remember ar, anything problems you can still find me guys hehe… But I’m really disappointed in things going on, after the new board take over, immediately effect shown the downfall of the board, not like us…after handing the board to us we immediately improve the board example by improving how long the students get into their lines. Before our board students getting into their lines overall 5minutes, but we improve it to less then 3 minutes. Now they need at least 8 minutes for the students to go into their lines and really making the headmaster pissed off. Well I took Eu Juin’s advises that this board is already not our board so just let it be…let it be…let it be…Haiz… really sad to see the board like that. Must not be affected by this anymore, time to concentrate on my studies especially this year is my SPM ahhhh…

Is been a long time I haven’t been writing blog haha… So sorry to you guys especially people like Dinesh who waiting to read each of my blogs haha. Well I’m not having a great time these few days. A lot event happened for the pass few days, prefect retirement and ‘Hari Anugerah’. Well on ‘Hari Anugerah’, not a special day though, so many people absent on that day, especially those who should get cert and didn’t appear in school. The headmaster was really mad at those people, well who cares…his going to retired soon haha… On that day I was shocked that I have only gotten 2 certs out of 7, they are all mixed up and Pn. Lono say she is going to send it to our class on Monday. So I kinda sad on that day missing so many cert haha… We had a few photo shot after the event, we took a few great snapshot but then it all spoilt by Colin and Clement doing stupid faces in the photo sigh…

        Meantime, that day is the last time seeing my best friend Eu Juin who is going back to Shanghai on Saturday. We had a small farewell at mamak after school haha =P I was kinda feeling weird when Joanne say she don’t want to sit beside Eu Juin instead she is comfortable sitting beside me. Sigh…what is happening??? Hope Eu Juin had a great time on that day haha… On that day night, Eu Juin came to my house along with his cousin for the last farewell and meet up my parents. Really sad moment, almost wanted to cry but then hehe he is going to be back in Malaysia in no time =D I really hope that he had much fun while he is in Malaysia.

        On Monday, it was our prefect board year 2005/2006 retirement day, it was a rainy day and I thought it was canceling so do other people. I only knew that the ceremony is still running on when I reach school, some of the people yet to arrive around 7.45a.m. So Wai Lek brought his hp, phew lucky and called those people to come a.s.a.p. cause the ceremony starting soon. We had it in the school hall, with the arrival of the president of rotary club, we start the ceremony. As I went up to give my file to Evelyn, I was so nervous, stepping on to the stage hand the file over to Evelyn, shake hand and 4 cameras shooting at us. Each of cameras with flash light flashes to my eyes so many times and I was like ‘Starry Starry night’ hahaha…

        On Tuesday, we repeat the file exchanging ceremony, sigh…I wonder why they repeat it again, wasting our time to study in class =P After a few ceremony, we took photos again hehe, this time we took a group senior photo and I took with my juniors too. I’m going to miss working with you guys especially people like Weng Chuen, Elysia, Zienming, Kel Jian, Shao Shen and Yen Sin. This are the best juniors I’ve ever met in my whole life, they improve very fast, listening to my advises every time, and get things really move on. I hope I can work with you guys again…miss ya so much!!! :’-(

        Pass few days after the new prefect board had took over, it was bad…headmaster starting complaining about why the students is entering their lines so slow. Well we are so sad about it especially we KK who spend so much our time setting new duty list for them, spending hours and hours. Guess what that stupid Roobini went to change every of the duty places immediately after we retired. Well we had predicted that she is going to do that and I think we have no choice but to leave it. Why can’t they give some respect to us??? What a ‘good’ new prefect board??? Well to those who are reading my blog, I’m going to tell you all that tomorrow we will do our last job and hope you guys can learn something from it. We will definitely show our best tomorrow to differentiate the different without us and with us.

        I finally get to online today, I’m so sorry that I didn’t go online for so long, this is because my father didn’t pay bills lo and then phone line got cut off =S sorry to Eu Juin, Cheng Yuen, Kylie and other frenz =) As I was expecting reply from san san while smsing, jo jo instead send a shocking sms to me. Wah…she want me to help her say her last word tomorrow prefect’s meeting, aiyo…you must belanja me a drink at least ar =P cause wasting my saliva hahaha…jk jk well all the best and good luck to Aaron and jo jo who is taking their driving test tomorrow. Be careful on the road ya, don’t go bang cars hahaha that’s it for today lu…need to get more rest, really tired after the soccer match today. Enjoy!!!

After I had finish my badminton training at Tropicana club, I rush back home as soon as possible to get myself ready for the Prefect Farewell Dinner. Soon, Clement reach my house and he played my PS2 while I’m getting ready for myself. We are planning to watch Pirates of the Caribbean at KLCC TGV but the tickets was sold out when we reach there. So we plan to go ‘yam char’ at Sushi King wahahahaha There goes again…the salmon was perfect…it is sooo smooth and delicious =P I also ate the fried egg salad, hehe jealous leh. We left Sushi King at 5.30p.m. and decided to walk the around KLCC round and round again until my leg so pain cause I’m wearing leather shoe ma…

        After one hour walk, Lalitha call, great…we were at the washroom and she seems to be so pissed off with people haiz…ruin our mood lo…teruk la… then we decided to meet her at shrooooooms!!! Me, Eu Juin, Clement, Chun Xiong, Moo and Houzhi were the first one to reach there. It was a very romantic and quiet place but until Lalitha reach here and started to criticize the restaurant, our mood ruined  by her again. I can see Houzhi and Eu Juin like going to explode de, so I told them dun care la, just ignore her lo and enjoy our night haha must be patient!!!

        As everyone arrive including the teacher who was late haha, we begin to have our buffet dinner. Hmm….the food there actually ok-ok only lo combination with the expensive price, they only provide us 5 main course of dinner which is, roast chicken, lamb chop, mixed vegetables, Sea Bass and spaghetti!!! with more than 5 appetizer… I just love the Cesar salad, the other so-so only
not really worth to it but its a fun dinner. After we had finish our dinner, there are a few activity organized by the new top four; which is lucky draw, award for the best dressed girl and boy of the dinner and singing. Lucky draw won by Dinesh, Yee Ven, Joanne and Mr. Kumar himself haha… There were 4 participant for the best dressed award which is Vincent, Joanne, Wei Li and Houzhi. They got to perform catwalk for everyone, the judges will be the teachers and Eu Juin haha lucky him. At the end each of them got to choose a partner to perform a catwalk, so Houzhi chooses Miss Thean, Vincent chooses Christina, Joanne chooses Yee Ven, and Wei Li Chooses Mr. Tham. All of them look completely like a couple haha with the fireworks outside, is so romantic, I hope one day I will bring my beloved come here haha… At the end of the catwalk, there goes the result, the best dressed for boy is Vincent and the best dressed for girl is Wei Li, well they are the best couple hahahaha

        Soon, here goes the souvenir to all the senior prefects, this time the new top four make it special which everyone will get to have a award name. We KK the best haha, Aaron got the most ambitious prefect, Wei Li got the most pretty prefect, Moo got the most caring prefect, and I got the most patient prefect award hahaa… But so sad, my name appear last in the list lo…wow unexpected, Eu Juin have a present too…His present is much more bigger than us lo, so so unfair!!! How sad, is the ending of the dinner liao, time passes just like a glimpse of light =S We say goodbye to each other including the teachers too. After that, I was so unexpected that Kean Loong stop me and ask me to take photo with him. I still wondering whether he is treating me as his best friend or not sigh…

       It is 10.45p.m. and we were rushing back haha, Aaron, Eu Juin, Moo, Clement and Chun Xiong are using wind walk to the station lolz as I take my time walking there. Well of cause they reach there first but still they lining up to buy ticket when I reach there later, whats the rush guys??? After reaching to KL Central, we waited for the KTM for 45 minutes, man I really regret didn’t walk as slow as I can hahaha… Soon we reach Kepong KTM station, while walking through the creepy road to Maluri, we saw something moving and sound appearing out of no where… Eu Juin was the one started to run and we follow, all of us were almost scared to death lolz… Eu Juin parents was waiting for us while Moo went back with his father, of cause there is not enough space to fit in 5 of us, so Eu Juin and Aaron sat on the car boot…everytime we went through a bump…me and Chun Xiong keep whispering that wah at the back ‘Jisim Besar Inersia Besar’ ahaha, lucky that time Eu Juin still blur blur about it =P

        Eu Juin’s parents fetch Aaron and clement back, then we all went back to Eu Juin’s house to overnight there yay!!! We reach his home at 1a.m. still we have to bath, the water there is freaking hot man…haha almost burn me. Finally I have receive my birthday present from Eu Juin, though the present is the same brand as what San San gave me, I still love it. Thank you so much Eu Juin but I feel so bad as he spend 3 days to search for this present for me, I’m so touched to have such a great friend like you. Unlike someone, a girl you know who you are la, promise me to give me my birthday present after a week of my birthday, until now she like dunno anything and think that nothing happen how sad…sigh…      

        I’m still very happy that I can spend this lovely moment with all my friends and hoping that this night will never end. The fun, the craziness from everyone really heat the night up. Although the food not really satisfied but still we have lots of fun activities. I hope can enjoy more moment with you guys again, really nice to hanging out with you guys ^.^ Enjoy the secondary life!!!

During recess time today, we had a small party lolz… I was so shocked that Miss Tang, our English teacher cook spaghetti for our class. We prepared 3 tables in the ‘pondok’, some of us went to get a packet of ice from the canteen, it worth RM3, I wonder why is it so expensive =S I can buy much cheaper from outside, some of us took some fork and spoon from the canteen. Soon we prepared the 5 big Tupperware with full of spaghetti on the table with 2 pots of sauce and a Tupperware of sausage. Lek Sing is a great waiter while he prepared the ice for every drinks haha. Soon we begin to eat, wow it was so delicious, didn’t know Miss Tang so pro in cooking spaghetti haha. A lot of people staring at us and most of us trying to tease them and attract them here, some of the prefects was so jealous about us hehe. Time to make San San and my mui mui jealous =P Too bad you girls can’t get to try Miss Tang’s delicious spaghetti O.o have to eat canteen food wahahaha kesian-nye O.o kakakaka Not like me get to eat Miss Tang’s delicious spaghetti =P This time I sure succeed to make you all jealous lo (I’m so EVIL) hahaha I actually gone too much by eating 6 bowls of spaghetti but still not full yet lolz…still feel like eating (I’m a big eater but won’t grow fat wahahaha) Didn’t know is so fun watching those prefects on duty and teasing them on the way =P Our class prefect enjoying our time eating spaghetti and no duty at all lolz…and even no need to ‘beratur’ in the assembly compound. Soon students coming back from assembly compound and even more of them staring at us, is so weird that people staring at us while eating but we tend to ignore it and enjoy our time. Well I really want to thank Miss Tang for treating us spaghetti for the first ever time cooked by her somemore lo… She is a very nice teacher and the best I’ve ever met too, looking forward to have more party with her =P ahahahahaha

Hmm…today was the first day I’ve become a shadow of the new KK…I’ve chosen Evelyn Mun, well she is nice to approach, we talk well and lolz…didn’t know so many people hate this person R hahahaha… The day had became more scary when Mr. Han, our principal came in to our class out of sudden by not even noticing him… Everyone aware and pay attention to the teacher teaching last minute, he came in to tell us about how bad our class result is =S soon much more scary when our BM teacher Rossidah came in to scold us too by not doing her homework…haha….what to do our class is famous of being lazy hahaha… At last the final bell ring had rang and I rush down to 5A and quickly solve the SD club problem…stupid cy and kai lun this two guys really ‘fei gei wong’….say want to come then dun come… Soon I rush out of the school looking for transport to go back cause Chun Xiong is following me back and I dun think Brian’s mother car can fit 5 of us. Lucky Teck Shyen haven’t go back as we manage to look for her and ‘tumpang’ her car, stupid Aaron making me run out like a small children looking for Brian and tell him that we are not following his car hahaha… We manage to reach home in time and Eu Juin is having problem with her mother sigh parents are always like that when they are getting older hahaha wonder we will become like them when we grow older =P I am already old!!! hahaha Soon we reach to SD club by ‘tumpang’ Kean Loong car hahaha…we saw him stopping at the road while waiting the traffic light to turn green, we run like ‘orang gila’ to his car as quickly as we could hahaha… Lek Sing reach there first and we start a few games, ish something wrong happen between my partnership with Kean Loong, seems like we lost our forms sigh… maybe because I’m really old =S We ate ABC after the game talking about what happen in school, thanks evelyn for appreciating what we KK did so much for the board, gosh I really hope more people would appreciate what we KK did for the board =P Got to stop here lu….dam sleepy now ahahaha off to bed… zZzZzZzZz

It is haze…haze is back!!! ahhh…I’m suffocating in the school..can hardly breath. I had this sickness when I was young, sensitive to dust especially smoke… sigh…really suffocating, hope it will start to rain again. Today was a frustrating day as most of the AJK not satisfied with the new prefect board list, as news spreading around Chun Xiong took a quick move to inform Joanne about it. Whats wrong with the teachers??? They are really producing shit and urine =S As Mei Fong work so hard and no post given, Fui Ron so obvious dating in school and got a AJK discipline post =( Ying Bing had only became a prefect 2 months and got a KK post =’(

        Soon, the top four knew about this and quickly went to the discipline room to talk to teacher about it… thank god teacher changing it again, but still is isn’t fair that Ying Bing still got a post which other prefects who work for the board so many years without a post. Haiz…I’m so sad about the decision made on the new prefect board list, the top four doesn’t even care about it… I’m even sad that KK have no more ‘warisan’ liao… Between Wan Ying, Poe Mun, Zhe Rei and Evelyn ahhh all girls I also dunno which to choose to shadow…really no eye see liao…

        But I’m happy that I finally can retired, can spend more time with other friends, can break rules =P and can spend more time on studies too… After all this year we KK were working only for one title which is ‘Legendary KK’ wonder we deserve that status now haha…I’m also happy that our board have so much UNITY until we can hold on to today, reminds me of junior days… really miss being a juniors, I remember once me and Clement was schedule beside the field, just two of us!!! and remember that my KK praising me that he spot no problem there and we are doing a great job.. compare to these days juniors, got to field in at least four of them only can do well hahaha… Unity also reminds me on how I work with Wei Li as KK. After knowing form 3 students have lot of students, soon we are assigned together to handle form 3. We plan the best we could and manage to reduce about 80% problems that occurred before, we were so happy with that result that we made and celebrating today together hahaha…

        Soon, the new top four were given a chance to speak in front. Well I feel so touched with the speech given by Jian Ren and Weng Chuen, especially Weng Chuen, he makes me feel that all my hard work finally appreciate by someone. Finally someone appreciating what I’m doing for the past few years, really touched and cried slightly about it. Sweeping my tears off because it is a meeting, holding my tears as much as I can. Really thank you so much for the co-operation shown by my juniors. I hereby wish you all good luck and all the best to the new board.

Yesterday in the evening I began to be happy again, I was on the phone with Eu Juin and one of my neighbor came to my house unexpected. They were just like my grandparents, the woman is 72 and the man is 75. I’m so glad that auntie have recover from a injury on her shoulder. She brought me some sandwiches with 3 flavor and a potato egg salad (trying to learn how to do). It was made by her husband who will come back 3 weeks later after his operation on his eye but he purposely came back for my birthday and made me 3 different flavor of sandwiches and a potato egg salad and a coffee cake. I’m so touched and went to visit them at night.

        My heart even touched when I receive unexpected call from one of my ex-senior. It was Lei Kuan, she called me yesterday and I was so touched meanwhile stunned and dunno what to say to her. I hereby thank you so much for giving a call, no need present also nevermind, I will treat this call as my present lo…

        My heart feeling much better when I finally clear out those misunderstanding things with my ex-best fren. I accepted back him as friend but I still hope that he will change his attitude towards friends and begin to appreciate them instead. I also sms my mui mui clearing out another misunderstanding case, she seems alright so I hope she would get better with him. Today, I went to Joanne and talk about another misunderstanding. I told her to give him a chance to change himself and lucky she agrees…phew… Everything had done and I hope he will be happy again, wow I’m helping others but couldn’t really help myself. I pass the whole day school with mostly a depressed emotions. Although I really have fun with the first two period of PE by beating 5A class 3-1 in soccer, I’m not in good form today, only can assist people but can’t score how sad… In the end I became ‘Lampard’ missing every shot haha… soon there were no teacher for our English period, spending time talking about the soccer match… I was so shocked that my friend Jeremy went back home third period, he said he just come for the soccer match and off he went home hahaha =.=;;

        During maths period, Pn. Jeyanthi, our history teacher came to find my friend Christina to talk about what happen during the report card day. Her father misunderstood her and told the headmaster who came to find her dad during report card day about why everyone is failing history?? He even complain to the headmaster by misunderstanding her daughter that the teacher have no quality in teaching history. Soon, Christina gave a better explanation but the headmaster misunderstood about her that the teacher gave us exact tips last year thats why everyone pass history. But then it was all wrong, news about our history teacher spreading around the whole school. Pn. Asmah, our head of history department ask for a report from our history teacher what is happening. Christina was so upset about it, but I tried to comfort her and even advise her to talk to Pn. Asmah about the truth. I also told her that thats the only thing that we can do for now. Hope I gave her the right solutions.

        Besides this, I had my own problems too and was not solved. Maybe because I’m procrastinating it, or something else??? Although I’m sleepy but I really want to get things going, after the final school bell, I thought of solving this problems too but I couldn’t get her in time as she went off earlier. I regretted by not packing my things up in time by missing this lovely opportunity or maybe this is fate…sigh… I didn’t manage to clear the one and only last misunderstanding case… I wonder when can I solved this case??? =S Everytime I delay this, the more I feel hurt sigh…especially that one day I heard that she was crying and I was very very worry about it…wondering whats happening, if I had the chance I promise will make her happy always and never be sad or angry… haiz..when can I end all this???